dear you,

i can't even begin to count the number of times you have hurt me.
the number of times you've laughed at my insecurities and smirked at all the times i've fallen down because of my failures.
you know i'm one of the weaker ones in that classroom, so why do you try so hard to knock me around?
 if i didn't know better, i'd say you get some sort of sick pleasure or satisfaction from it.

the way you act superior to me. the way you walk around like you own the world.
it's disgusting.

i've tried to hide from you all these years because i was always afraid of you.
always scared of what you were gonna do next.

and all the while, i was growing angrier and angrier and my heart was getting harder.

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but i'm gonna love you cause you are my enemy.

i'm gonna give my grudge up willingly.

i'm gonna show you exactly what it means to be free, what it means to be free in LOVE.

a little wisdom i learned today from the band Heavens to Betsy <3

choosing joy.

hannah